Most people don't seem to have the same passion for things the way I do. Really, I'm not bragging or anything, it's just that I love some things so much, that other people don't even understant. I love music and art with all my heart, and people that that for granted, they think it's a adolescent thing (even if I'm not really an adolescent anymore, I'll turn 20 next year and yes, I'm panicking about that). I don't care if those things won't make me rich, if I'll live in a tiny place, if I'll be always broke, music make my heart beat faster and my existence have meaning.
Jesus, why do I sound so tacky when I try to be optmistic?
I went to the Anima Mundi (animation festival) today again, it's so cool, I want to go again next year.

I've spent so long being negative and depressed that I'm still not very used to thinking about a future. It's weird, but I'm glad that I can have expectations and plans, I just need to get used to them. I don't care if my dreams are unrealistic, I need them, they make me keep going, you know? "Build a fortress and shield your beliefs" indeed.

When you are insane, you are busy being insane - all the time... When I was crazy, that's all I was.

-Sylvia Plath

And that's the fucking problem of being insane, takes too much time and doesn't leave room for anything else.

I would love if my mum didn't enter in my bedroom while I'm being a moron dancing in my chair while listening to the audio of the Muse gig that I went in july. Srsly ;-;, let me be an idiot while I'm alone plz.
And I'm dying to watch Twilight in the cinemas and shout to Supermassive Blackhole and possibly be kicked out :D

Hello there, whoever reads this.
This is my first post is this lj, I used to have other one, but I abandoned it.
Anyway, I don't have anything to say right now, I'll try to make a better layout when I'm feeling more creative. 
Byebye.